Live it up, drink it down.
It’s times like these that make me question my decisions.
I feel like my life really is going downhill. I kept telling myself that he was the only thing that was making me happy, and he was. But he made a mistake. But everybody makes mistakes right? Hannah Montana said it herself, nobody’s perfect. When I got his text I started crying like crazy. But half way through, I wasn’t sad because he hurt me, I realized I was sad because I realized how low my self esteem is. I realized that even though he hurt me, I knew I was gonna forgive him. It’s completely humiliating because everyone knows. My friends disagree but want me to be happy. He and I both know that its gonna be hard with my friends rooting against us. I just don’t need even more in my life to hate. But I still can’t help but think if I did something wrong? Was it me? It’s happened before so maybe it isn’t the guys, maybe its me? Maybe I just haven’t found a guy who thinks I’m worth keeping around. I don’t know. He says he means it this time. He says he’s still mine and he says this time he is gonna take it more seriously. I can’t believe I’m saying this, but after all of these feelings and emotions coming out, I’m starting to realize something. I know we’ve only been together for 3 weeks, but we’ve been talking since Easter. That’s a lot of time to get to know someone. I think I’m falling in love with him.
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I don’t think I’ve ever had a quote fit my situation so well.
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I’M NOT DRINKING ANYMORE
Because I don’t want to hurt you like you hurt me. No one deserves that pain.
When you look out your window and the sun is coming up… and you haven’t gone to sleep yet. #what #the #fuck (Taken with instagram)
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